What Am I?

What am I?

I am a human. The product of millions of years of evolution. I’m the descendant of a of a long line of anscestors. I am the latest organism of my genetic line created by the harsh environment. I am superior to my predecessors and yet inferior to my successors. I am the part of the generation on which the world’s hope rests. I am the force that strives towards the future.

What am I?

I am a student. An empty mind waiting to be filled with knowledge. I am someone easily influenced, hardly knowledgeable. I am soft clay, shaped by my environment. I am curious. I am eager. I am extraordinary.

What am I?

I am a biological machine, part of a greater society. I am a worker. I am what drives this world forward. I strive for success. I crave for achievement.

What am I?

I am a collection of atoms, forged in a distant star, carried by a comet. I am part of the ever growing universe. I am the soul which exists between both space and time. I am bound to nothing, and attached to everything. I am the truth of this universe.

What am I?

I am strong. I am pure. I am true. I am life itself. I am an unstoppable force and a caring gesture. I am full of energy yet so mellow. I see nothingness but I shape everything.

What am I?

I am a person who gazes at the stars and wonders: “What am I?”


My Opinion on Current Music


Ahh, music is so liberating. When you’re feeling down, tired, stressed or whatever generic negative emotion happens to ail you, you pop on some music and you forget all the bad stuff. It’s like legal drugs for your ears. Except Justin Bieber and Nicki Minaj. Both make my ears bleed.

And the music industry is booming as well. You’ve got all sorts of musicians from bands like Coldplay to solo singers like K’naan.

But there’s a disadvantage of a booming music industry. The larger it gets the more it tries to copy our culture. Which basically means random bullshit, sex and drugs. Want proof?

PPAP,Gangnam Style-Random Bullshit

Closer, Sorry and a bunch of others-Sex

Drugs is also a common topic. Its getting a bit monotonous lately. Songs like ‘Something Just Like This’ or ‘500 miles’ really break this boring cycle of songs about sex and drugs. It’s really refreshing. But currently good songs which are not related to the said topics are coming out.

And love songs are getting repetitive. Metal songs aswell. What we really need right now is some innovations in music.

Yeah I basically dedicated a whole post for incessant complaing about current music.

Oh, I’m Fifteen Now

Hi. I’m fifteen years old now. No not today. My actually birthday was in, oh, 1st January. I am totally bragging right now. 1st January. Every one begins the year with my birth. DO YOU REALISE MY POWEEEEEEEER?

Now some of you will be like: ” Rayan, I don’t give two fucks about your birthday. But why is there a sudden change in your writing style? It was so mature and sexy yesterday! You sound like a brat right now.”

The answer to that is simple.  I don’t feel mature today. I feel childish and energetic. Personality DOES change writing style. Oh I’m off topic. DID I MENTION MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR? I DID? WELL IM GONNA MENTION IT AGAIN!


Don’t comment something like “belated happy birthday”, you’re way too late.


We’re a bunch of escapists

So how are you guys? That question was rhetorical, don’t answer it. The fact is I couldn’t care less how you guys are. Infact very rarely is there an author or a writer who actually cares about how their readers are. Harsh reality? I know.

We as a race are addicted to our culture. And a major part of it is comprised of Books (you know, the things with pages), Anime (Japanese cartoons) and Movies (people doing stuff in front of a camera).

But why are we so addicted to them? What makes us like them so much? What’s so special about them?

The simple fact is most of us are escapists. We watch Anime and Movies because we want to delve into someone else’s exciting story to escape our boring one. We want to live a life full of action, fun and love and all the other things we don’t have in our lives.  We want emotions and the experiences of other fictional people to distract us from our own lives. Our imagination is the greatest method to escape reality.

Granted some may argue: “Rayan, you piece of shit, Anime and Books and Movies provide us with good entertainment, that’s all.”

And you would be absolutely wrong. What do you think in the first place which actually entertains us in these media? The very fact they are different from our lives. You’ll have a hard time finding a good Movie without some plot twist or some unrealistic thing happening which won’t happen to us in real life. All in all we all (most of us) are escapists. Slice Of Life anime provides us a new perspective on life, and doesn’t show a similarity to it. No matter how you look at it, we are a culture of escapists.

Is it bad? I don’t think so.

This all came to me when I finished a really good anime series and I was going into general depression because there wasn’t another season.

This is happening too much

After a long hiatus I’ve decided to return to the blogosphere. Oh, just in case someone’s keeping count my New Years resolution was to post more often. Got that bagged. Now for some reasons as for why I haven’t been posting. Laziness, forgetfulness and a total neglect towards all thing social have resulted in the complete abandonment of this site I call a blog. As if that wasn’t obvious.

My writing style has changed a bit if you’ve noticed. Apparently so has my personality. I think writing style is directly proportional to personality. Atleast a new season of Doctor Who is coming out this April so that will break me out of my permenant existensial crisis which gnaws at my soul constantly.

So I’d like to see this post as a new beginning for my blog. I will also be scrapping all my previous projects including the stories. 

Now, piss off.

Not really.

Take A Look- Part 3

“Alright! Now we’re getting somewhere. Follow me we got an agenda to follow!” Said the Alien.

“You are talking properly” deducted Finn

“Of course! The Internet is a mix of different types of English. Now come in the space craft.”

Now it should be clear to the reader that going into strange space crafts is against the rules of self preservation. But nine-year olds don’t have a sense of self preservation, do they? Finn and the Alien walked into the space craft. It doesn’t matter how the space craft was in the inside (bigger probably) except the fact there was a holographic table in the middle.

The Alien and Finn reached the table. The alien explained to Finn that this table was infact a terraforming device which could do quite close to anything to the planet.

“Now, you gotta understand, I’m the representative of a league of alien empires, and we believe humanity is ready to join us. With a few minor touches of course, you are going to make those touches” said the Alien.

“Oh. I don’t like geese. Kill the geese.” says Finn.

“XD, WTF man you don’t like geese? K then.” The Alien typed something and pressed a button “They are dead now. But we need to do something about the pollution”

“Hmm. Pollution cause ice bergs to melt, right? Convert the pollution into ice cream!”

We all can see where this is going.

2016/2017 Tag 

Wassup. Look,I’ll work on the story after this post. Let’s begin with what this tag actually is. It’s been created by David (nice way to promote your blog by the way, don’t mind if I borrow this) and it’s essentially about how your 2016 went and your hopes for 2017. As always, Alyssa tagged me for this. I aggressively suggest you check both of their blogs out. Let’s pop along with the post then.

Mention the creator of the tag.

Use the image in the article.

Mention the blogger who has chosen you.

Answer the questions.

Nominate 9 other bloggers/friends and let them know.

Question 1-  Describe 2016 in 3 words.

Just. Fuck. Off

Seriously. 2016 was a bad (if not the worst) year in my life.

Question 2- Name two people who’ve charectarized your 2016?

Ans. This a lot of people. Both fictional and non-fictional. I’ll just tell you my favourite ones and list the others. Firstly, The Doctor has charectarized my 2016 because I literally spent  the whole year for that one  Doctor Who episode which made my 2016 a bit better.

And my history teacher. She is the one of the few people who make school bearable.

Others include-Eren Yeager, Sherlock Holmes, my Mom,Carrie Fisher and more.

Question 3-  Write the most beautiful place you’ve visited in 2016 and tell me why you liked it so much?

Well in the summer I visited a really hilly region in my country and at one point while we were hiking we reached the top of the hill to discover a beautiful view of the area. Felt like a bird there. 

Question 4- Write the most delicious food you’ve tasted in 2016.

Beef tenderloin with a creme of mushroom sauce.

Questions 5 – Write an event which has marked more of your 2016.

Look. If my grandchildren will ask me this question I would politely told them to fuck off because 2016 wasn’t a good year and the events which occurred in it were bad and short and in a great frequency. No event marked nothing of my 2016.

Question 6- What’s the finest purchase you’ve made in 2016?

I dunno if this counts as ‘fine’ but I got a mountain bike. I like it a lot. 

Question 7- Write 3  good intentions for 2017

1) Try to get rid of my procrastination. (Maybe next year)

2) Get rid of any toxic friends I have.

3) Stop my self from getting rid of too many things.

Question-8 Write one place you wanna visit in 2017.

Well I really wanna go to the comic con happening in my city in 2017, because I missed the 2016 one. I’ve never been to a comic con yet so I feel detached from pop culture in an isolated island of self deprivation.

Question-9 Name one plate/food you want to eat in 2017.

Calamari. Never had it before. People say it’s nice . Other people say it’s an acquired tast. I really want to eat something nice so I can aquire some taste.


Shit. I only have one person to nominate. Everyone else is either nominated or their blog is unsuitable for this post. So if you wanna get in on this, please do. And Aryama consider yourself nominated.

Peace peace.